Hi Terri, please feel free to reach out to me when you're ready, and need a listening ear or words of encouragement. You can send me a PM and I'll send you my personal cell #. I, too am 58 years old and same age as MEP. You and I probably have a lot in common, you sound like a strong woman. As you know, MEP meant a lot to our car wash community. We learned a lot from him over the years, and we'll do our very best to return the favor, and fill the huge void he left behind. Please continue to post using MEP's handle, and ask for help - we're happy to help you!!
Take it slow and be kind to yourself, as you're processing a lot right now. We, the students have become the teachers.